Noble thoughts

16 03 2009

It was nice seeing kids, children, young men & women enjoying every minute of their day. But sometimes, its so hard to feel cheery when you see people in the streets are wasted. Every man & women, I believe, God has a plan for them. Every time I see beggars, children walking barefoot, men sleeping on the sidewalks, I cant help asking myself, “Why, What are they doing with their lives? If only these people are given a chance to work (but of course, with their own effort) they are for sure, play a vital role in making this world a better place to live in.

Life, in general, is full of ups and downs. Sometimes, you are happy, sometimes you don’t. Things may be bad for now-but these things won’t stay bad forever. We need Change. We have to act NOW. We have to make a Big Move for ourselves (at least it start from ourselves).

We have to make few adjustments especially on our self for betterment. Things won’t be easy as you may think. But life would be pretty much easier, when at least you are moving step by step, rising yourself from the downs to ups. Because there is no such thing as overnight success. If you fail again, or even many times, do not be discouraged. Just try and try again, because when you do well in trying, then, you can beat failure. Time will come to you with success.

Of course, Success is not just good luck., it is attainable by HARDWORK,

Life is depends in every person hands. Hurdling challenges are difficult, but if others can, why can’t you? Start moving now, before its too late.





realization

16 03 2009

In life, its not always the good things to motivate us, i just realized that even pain, hurts, embarassments, hardships, discouragements andb failures can also motivate us to dream Big. 

I strive really hard so i can finish school. Praise God,  was able to finished college.  Now, I am working as an EA (Executive Assistant), and i am striving for more. Some would say, i should be contented, because, im receiving my pay in full and yet still single. But i told them “NO. I want MORE.”

This “I want MORE” thing ( as i like to call it), was driven by a hurtful, and a heartbreaking statement.

I was so kind of disappointed with how our relatives treated me and my family. They always look down on us. They say, “we can’t achieve anything, we can’t find job even if we have a degree of our own, just because we do not have the so-called “PERSONALITY”. This hurtful statement came from my father’s elder sister (my Aunt).  

When i first heard this, i was so ashamed of myself. Am i really that ugly? I know that I am not so BEAUTIFUL as they are (as what they claimed) but i know deep inside of me, what most important is that you know how to deal  with other people and  that you know what’s good for you and that you have the guts to change everything on yourself for something better, not for worse.

I really tried hard to pleased her, but really, there’s a  truth in a cliche that ” You cannot please everybody”. How ironic?  I might please everybody in my neighborhood, but not her.”

Im so angry and i am FULL of this foolishness. I call this foolishness because, firstly, everybody is so busy making lives, while they are so busy making rumors (chizmiz). Secondly, why not leave us alone, and let our lives in peace, (of courSe, only if they don’t just sit there, relaxing and busy thinking, who’s next in line? { susunod na itsi-tsizmiz}. Thirdly, why cant they, just be happy for us, everytime we achieve something {eventhough, its killing them}. Lastly, I hate it, everytime i feel, im hating my own bloodline, all i want for my entire clan, is that, we stay happy together, sharing things/ ideas & times, and helping each other not only in good times  but also in bad times.
I am really hurt, until now. I thought of writing it here in my blog, hoping someday, she can read this (hahahaha), and hopefully, she’ll asked someday for forgiveness. We are always open for forgiveness, but please, be sincere enough and i hope, its not too late.

But thanks to her, we are moving on our own now, striving for MORE. I just really want to pray that someday, she will come to her senses and someday, she will be knocking on our door and say, “Hey, Im sorry. I didn’t mean to be rude.”

🙂





lessons to be learned

15 03 2009

They say
there’s a universal plan
for every woman
for every man
I do believe
there’s a higher power
but in our darkest hour
it’s hard to understand
so we start to question
start to doubt
we lose faith in what
life’s all about
why did the right road
take the wrong turn
why did our heart break
why’d we get burned
just like the seasons
there are reasons
for the path we take
there are no mistakes
just lessons to be learned
don’t give up
keep on looking deep inside
let your heartbeat
be your guide
cause there’s a gift

for those who keep believing
you’ll find what
you’ve been needing
is right before your eyes
you’ll hold the answer
in your hands
and then you’ll know
you’ll finally understand
why
why did the right road
take that wrong turn
why did our heart break
and why’d we get burned
just like the seasons
there are reasons
for the path we take
there are no mistakes
just lessons to be learned
no matter how many times
you stumble or fall
the greatest lesson
is loving yourself
through it all
why did the right road
take that wrong turn
why did our heart break
why’d we get burned
just like the seasons
there are reasons
for the path we take
there are no mistakes
just lessons
lessons
to be learned