23 07 2009


We had gone to ISAP together and been friends ever since. Mike and Leo were as different as night and day. They have their own unique personality. Mike is tall and lean. Leo is tall & round. Both were easy going, open and of course, they loved women, hahahaha…

Emz and I were stocky, sometimes grumpy and we loved controlling things, but most of all, of course, pretty and sweet.We loved talking about future, our hope and expectations, and our times of yore. We always don’t have enough time talking. We loved to daydream for hours on end.

We all met each other on our first year of college & our friendship started at the same time. Emz took up BSBA. We, Leo, Mike and I took up BSCA.

LEO, the ever blushing bhezts is warm and very lively among us. He carries with him, tons of sex appeal, as they say. He loved girls, well the feeling is mutual because girls loved him too.

MIKE is moody. He’s sometimes funny. Whenever he starts a green joke, he will always say ‘’PEACE!’’ to me… He’s in good shape though not quite. He’s also fun to be with.

Anyway, the two men treat me as their younger sister. Well, I like that. I have always wanted to have big brother.

EMZ inspite of her considerable wit and intelligence, she’s an admirably unassuming person to the point of being humble. She loves to talk and of course Smile until the day ends. Too smart, tough and brilliant.

We were deeply attached to each other, and always had a good time together. We saw a lot of each other, more so than other of our circle of friends.

We shared joys & hopes & disappointments, and even grief sometimes. We were totally compatible and the best of friends. We do not tolerate each others foibles but we try to understand each other in important ways. It was fitting that we found each other. Despite our quirks & oddity, there’s no doubt about the fact that were far more than fond of each other.

What we had was a deep a bond of affection which had withstood the test of time, no matter how often or seldom we talked & see each other, the best of all is that, whenever we were together, all of us had a real good time.

Well, of course there are more friends and we loved & missed all of them so much.

Sometimes when I’m weary, I just have to do something fun that I loved. Seeing old pictures & remembering special moments is one of those fun things. Because I always had this feeling that being with them even in thoughts always felt right & real. We always had a terrific time, just talking & laughing & being together. We never ran out of things to talk about, and always had fun.

The seven (7) years of friendship was tested through time. Each of us had been unfailingly supportive.

We become the biggest cheerleaders for one another. The support & encouragement are one of those strong ties that bond us together. Success & happiness are important to us. We were happy in every fleeting moments and we are more than happy for each other’s achievement & success. The sense of belonging & connectedness in us is very important. We find simple happiness with God.


naniniwala aq…

16 07 2009
I believe …. That just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean
they don’t love each other. And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do love each other.
I believe… That we don’t have to change friends if we understand
that friends change.
I believe …. That no matter how good a friend is, they’re going to
hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe…. That true friendship continues to grow, even over the
longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I believe … That you can do something in an instant that will give
you heartache for life.

I believe ….. That it’s taking me a long time to become the person I
want to be.

I believe….. That you should always leave loved ones with loving
words. It may be the last time you see them.

I believe ….. That you can keep going long after you think you

I believe ….. That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how
we feel..

I believe .. That either you control your attitude or it controls

I believe …. That heroes are the people who do what has to be done
when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I believe…. That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I believe….. That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing
and have the best time.

I believe…… That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when
you’re down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe…… That sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be
angry, but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.

I believe….. That maturity has more to do with what types of
experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them
and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve

I believe….. That it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others.
sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe…… That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world
doesn’t stop for your grief.

I believe…… That our background and circumstances may have
influenced who we are, but we are responsible
for who we become.

I Believe ……. That you shouldn’t be so eager to find out a secret.
It could change your life Forever.

I believe . ….. Two people can look at the exact same thing and see
something totally different.

I Believe……. That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by
people who don’t even know you.

I believe….. That even when you think you have no more to give,
when a friend cries out to you – you will
find the strength to help.

I believe……. That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent
human being.

I believe ….. That the people you care about most in life are taken
from you too soon.

The happiest people don’t necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have.

Just me…

16 07 2009

I just stopped caring what others think about me and just thought about the positive. I loved my self but couldn’t see why others didn’t. so i fretted and fretted about nothing at all, until one day i just said “stop” and i did what i wanted to. forget what others say, it doesn’t matter, “sticks and stones will break my bones but words will never hurt me”

Basically part of a long line of stuff I need to do in order to regain Self and my Sanity is to mingle with others. I am me! No matter what people say or do I am always going to be Malou. That is the best thing I can be. I’m sorry if this planet that I’m living is prejudice. And my personal ambitions sometimes don’t ring a bell. I’m sorry if I’m the person who cares for others more than I do myself. I’m sorry if you don’t like me because I’m reasonable and I don’t take life seriously. We are here at the life of a million debts. I’m sorry if I like to live life to the fullest. Remember tomorrow is not promised to you.

i am afraid i will never be comfortable with myself entirely and all i want to do is have someone truthfully love me. I have a lot of interests and to some people my interests conflict with who they think that I am. People love to put me in a box as one type of person, when I really don’t feel that way all the time. I really just want to live my life and be myself without explaining to people who I am or the way I feel. I want to be me with no regrets and no apologies.

Learn to accept that everyone is UNIQUE. everyone CRIES. everyone gets MOODY. everyone will LAUGH at the WRONG MOMENTS. everyone will be UNDECIDED. It’s okay that you don’t know where you’re going. Don’t stress. No more stress!

How Dare I Complain…

8 07 2009
How dare I complain and worry about the little things in life. When I should know that with God and Christ by my side. I can overcome anything that comes my way in life.
How dare I complain about the short comings and stifes that I may have in my life. When i am  still able to walk, run, and fend for myself. How dare I  complain when this young man and his father dare to take on a challenge that most of us fear. The LORD our God and Christ our Saviour continuously remind us to not be afraid, and to put all of our Trust in them, and then all will go well for us.
How dare I complain and fear about the problems of this world, when I have God on my side. This father and son prove what can be done when i place the faith the size of a mustard seed, regardless of the disabilities and restrictions that come into their paths. How dare I complain. This is how life is:Yes I will fall, but with God I will stand up again. Yes, it is difficult. But with God, all things are possible and can be overcome. Be like this father and son and have faith.
Living for Jesus is the greatest adventure there is!

Watch this video: a very moving video. Click the link below



MY Redeemer Lives….

Who taught the sun where to stand in the morning?
And who told the ocean you can only come this far?
And who showed the moon where to hide till evening?
who’s words alone can catch a falling star?

Well I know my redeemer lives
I know my redeemer lives
All of creation testifies
this life within me cries
I know my redeemer lives

The very same God
that spins things in orbit
runs to the weary, the worn and the weak
and the same gentle hands that hold me when I’m broken
they conquered death to bring me victory

Now I know, my redeemer lives
I know my redeemer lives
let all creation testify
that this life within me cries
I-I-I know
my redeemer

He lives
to take away my shame
and he lives
forever I’ll proclaim
the amount of pain that bought my sin
was the precious life He gave
and now he’s alive and
there’s an empty

And I know
my redeemer lives
I know
my redeemer lives
let all creation testify
that this life within me cries
I-I-I know my redeemer

I know
my redeemer lives
I know my redeemer lives
I know my redeemer lives
He lives
He lives
*I spoke with him this morning!*
He lives
*I’m gonna tell everybody